Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Day 1 without Dearest.
Missing him so much :-(
But no choice, he have to be away for days and yet to cfm how many days.
Boyf left to m'sia this afternoon about 12pm.
Don't know why but tears just kept rolling down my cheeks when i get to know the news that i won't be seeing him for days.
When i was on the way to sch, teared again not knowing why too.
Guess i rlly missed him alot.
Initial plan was to meet up in the morning.
Initially, we planned to have Longjohn breakfast tgt @ my place.
But all was down to the drain when i get to know the news when i was not fully awake.
Received a call from him and told that he's preparing to go over alr.
Simply can't control my tears from rolling down.
He was suppose to fetch me to sch and wait for my lecture to ends then fetch me to Bbdc for my BTP and BTE.
Instead of that, i got to go on my own.
Hate to squeeze in the train during peak hour aft lecture.
But no choiceeeeeeee.
Take cab will be even worse as it's peak hour and will jam like mad.
Cousin was being nice to ask her bf not to come over fetch her as she wanted to acc me take train.
So touched by her actions.
Atleast i'm not on my own when boyf's not around.
Aft Bbdc, met up with friends for dinner @ 2head for gong bao.
Aftwhich, they sent me back.
Right now, missing dearest.
Wondering what he's doing there.
Wondering when will he be back?
Guess i rlly rely on him too much...
This is the time for me to be independent instead of relying so much on him.
Hope my dearest will be back very soon :-(
Posted by Kailin at 9:42 AM
